AVei’s Blog

Dear mother, Dear father
What is this hell they have put me through? Believer, deceiver.. Day in day out live my life through her. Pushed onto me whats wrong or right, hidden from this thing that they call life.

Dear mother, Dear father
Every thought I’d think you’d disapprove. Curator, dictator.. >.< Always censoring my every move. Children are seen bur are not heard. Tear out everything inspired

Innocence torn from me without your shelter. Barred reality I’m living blindly.

Dear mother, Dear Father
Time has frozen still whats left to be. Hear nothing, say nothing. Cannot face the fact I think for me. No guarantee,its life as is. But damn her for not giving me my chance.

Dear mother, dear father.
She has clipped my wings before I learnt to fly. Unspoiled, unspoken. I’ve outgrown that fucking lullaby. Same thing Ive always heard from her. Do as I say not as I do.

Im in hell without her, cannot cope without her too. Shocked at the world that I see.
Innocent victim please rescue me.

Dear mother, Dear father
Hidden in her world she made for me. I’m seething, Im bleeding. Ripping wounds in me that never heal. Undying spite I feel for her. Living out this hell she always knew.

Drowning myself over and over. Desolate, trying it’s over. Why so cynical in life? I think I’m living to die. All in wait…all in wait…
Burning inside, long for answers. Makes no sense, is it really over? Step down and smile at this fool. That believes his own words, all in wait…
Now I’m drowning myself over and over. Makes no sense we’re trying but you say it’s over. Burning inside as we long for this answers. Desolate we’re trying but you say it’s over.

I’ve been looking so long at these pictures of you that I believe that they’re real. I’ve been living so long with my pictures of you that I believe that the pictures are all I can feel.

Remembering you standing quiet in the rain as I ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close, how I always held close in your fear. Remembering you running soft through the night you were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow, and screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky. And you finally found all your courage to let it all go.

Remembering you fallen into my arms crying for the death of your heart you were stone white so delicate lost in the cold. You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering you how you used to be slow drowned you were an angel so much more than everything. Hold for the last time then slip away quietly open my eyes but I never see anything.

If only I had thought of the right words, I could have hold on to your heart. If only I’d thought of the right words, I wouldn’t be breaking apart all my   pictures of you…

Looking so long at these pictures of you but I never hold on to your heart… Looking so long for the words to be true, but always just breaking apart my pictures of you…

There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart. There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more than to never feel the breaking apart all my pictures of you…

Love is purple. Love cannot be red or pink, becuase red is vibrant and
happy, as is pink. Love is happiness and sadness sometimes too :-S.
That’s why to me love is purple. Because purple can be happy or sad. But above
all, purple is mysterious…. and so is love. No matter what her love is, I will just keep  Her colour for myself.

November....je t’aime hier, aujourd’hui, demain…

N is her name…. a Not so very ordiNary girl or Name. But who’s to blame? For a love that wouldN‘t bloom…for the hearts that Never played in tuNe. Like a lovely melody that everyoNe caN siNg, take away the words that rhyme it doesN‘t meaN a thiNg.

N is her name…. We triped the light and daNced together to the mooN. But where was November?? No it Never came arouNd, aNd if it did it Never made a souNd. Maybe I was abseNt or was listeNing to fast, catchiNg all the words, but theN the meaNing goiNg past.

But God I miss the girl, aNd I’d go a thousaNd times arouNd the world just to be closer to her thaN to me.

November is her Name… I Never kNew her, but I loved her just the same, I loved her Name. Wish that I had fouNd the way and the reasoNs that would make her stay. I have learNed to lead a life apart from all the rest. ANd if I caN‘t have the oNe I waNt, I’ll do my life without the best….ever…

But how I miss her and I’d go a millioN times arouNd the world just to say she had beeN miNe for just a while….

November....je t’aime hier, aujourd’hui, demain… 

These static feelings I had, what a heartening slides, and shall I wish be frozen in time, keep on waiting, and let I burnt, but not broken…
If I could, then I would, to see what you see, and feel what you feel…since you’ve afftected me like you were my air..

Model   : My Butterfly
Brushes : My Own
Words   : My Heart

A colaboration by Vei and DJ.

I’m selling all these new and used items to earn money to start a friend’s (DJ) clothing line label (coming soon in Cali) and an online shopping website that will be using most of my designs. All items are new/used/etc. The condition is noted
next to each item. Thanks for reading.

Original Graffiti drawings by DJ with your name-$10.00-100.00-depending how long it takes to draw/design.

Logos-$50.00-$500.00 design-$50.00 graphic artist by Vei. You think of the
idea. DJ will design the original letterings/artwork/sketch design. Then will
be revised into graphic design of your choice by Vei. etc.

Music Equipment-

Hond0-h76:Electric Guitar-works great.needs strings/metal parts to hold strings-$80.00

1-Guitar Amp-great for the Electric Guitar-works perfect-$60.00

1-Acoustic Guitar-$65.00

1-Roland Vs 1680/works perfect/minor scratches: $800.00

2-Technic Sl Mk2 Direct Drive turntables-mint conditon-$900.00 needle/cartridge not included.
2-Vestax-pdx 2000-mint-$700.00 pair-clean.

1-Akai -MPC 1000-Electronic Drum Sound Module

32 track MIDI sequencer.save/load your sounds & sequences to/from Compact Flash cards. Note repeat function,filter cutoff and more.
fairly new-rarely used-a producers starter beatmaker-

LIST PRICE:$1499.00. Over $1000-retail-sacrifice- $840.00-clean.

Clothes/Hats/Glasses/accesories-etc:

1-new-never used Italia Soccer Sweater-$25.00 perfect for your summer nights.great color schemes black/while/red/green.etc.

1-Adidas Sweater-large-used-but still wearable-$20.00

1-Point Zero-xl-cordurouy jacket-dark blue-dopeness-$20.00

1-Hennessy-revearsable hat-jazz style-red/black-$7.00

Vintage-Sweater-think oldschool styles-black,red,green,yellow,color schemes.(great for those emo(coughs)med/large-$20.00

Vintage-Jewelry box-brown-hold letters-great for the power woman that has a classic vintage style-$30.00
Vintage thread hat-dope styles-womens-brown/black-think erykah baduizm stylee,fisherman style-$20.00
1-Mossimo-dark blue visor-used-but clean-still wearable-$10.00
1-Marc Ecko-baby blue -signature shirt/grey/etc-$20.00
Lantern Hats-ricepicker hat-great for the beach lounging.-$10.00
1-pair Def Jamaican wrist band,brand new,never used,one is green/yellow/black,the other is red,white blue:$20.00
1-Gentle Fawn Shirt-for ladies-new-$20.00

1-pair of Etnies skate shoes:size 11-semi new/white/yellow/grey/dark blue scheme.$40.00

1-set of FDK-bearing set-$10.00

Surf/Snow:

1-Longboard ski and surf classic 70′ Huntington Beach Surfboard-$200.00-getting fixed-le

1-Morey professional oldschool bodyboard-$30.00

1-pair of Quiksilver snow pantsblack/white-$20.00

Collectibles :

Star Wars-Classic-$100.00-pending buyer-10-20-06

62-Garbage Pail Kids-$100.00-pending buyer-10-20-06

WANTED ITEMS:
New:
Photography Camera-
SONY 10.0- MEGAPIXEL
DSLR Camera Plus 18-70 mm Lens-DSLR-A100k
Canon EOS 20d
Canon 35mm Elan II
Canon 20d
Canon ef 50mm f/1.4

Note: If you have these wanted items, possibly new, or rarely used, like
new,etc. Know a place to get them, know a  friend thats selling,etc, just send
me a message.
More wanted items will be posted.

Send email address for photographs of items and more information about products.
Send contact name/number/Yahoo & MSN Messenger if interested in any item.
more items will be posted.

Vei & DJ

Mail to : vei@graphic-designer.com

Messenger : veimmy@yahoo.com